The other day my cousin and I had a talk about our future. (Vodka was involved) His dad is starting a company and the bank approved him for 200 million dollars. Basically we’re the future of this company. His dad told us that we just need to focus on getting our degrees. Pray to God I get my BA in 2 more years. He’s setting us up for something huge, something life changing. The bank said that this business is a guaranteed million dollar company. I never felt so motivated to with my life ever. 2020 is the year… I’m getting my degree in business marketing. Networking in your college year is crucial. My tip for my peers is to NETWORK. Meet as much people as you can and become friends. We all know living in California is about who you know and what you know. 

I think she knows how fast I’m falling in love.

I know you’re busy taking care of what you need to do. I know you’re so focused on yourself. I can see that you don’t want anything to distract you and I respect that. I just want to let you know that I’ve been thinking about you everyday. Not a second goes by that I’m not thinking about you. I want to see you, and I want you to know that I’m here. I want to treat you like how you deserve to be treated. The other day when I was laying in bed, I was saying to myself, “the only thing I want to listen to is to your voice”. I don’t feel shit inside but when you come to my mind, I get this “smushy wushy” feeling. It’s funny, I haven’t seen you or talk to you in a while but you popped into my dream. I know there is a meaning towards it. You said that you would let me take you out to dinner but it’s been a while since you said yes. I don’t want you to think that I came onto strong with this message, but I needed to let it all out. I couldn’t wait anymore. I don’t want to say I’m giving up, but I’m moving on. Unless you come around. I think as a friend, I deserve some kind of reply.